Monday, April 12, 2010

9 months

One of our very good friends took his little boy with him to visit Randy the other day. As soon as he sat him down he reached up and touched Randy's face.Randy never got to meet the little guy. He would have loved him I know! This picture is precious to me.
9 months of missing,loving,longing,asking why,wishing,asking what if,
crying, running, wondering.
Even with all that we have good days. Somedays it is hard to see the sun but I know its there I just have to find it. I love the words to this song.....


Last night I had a crazy dream
A wish was granted just for me. It could be for anything
I didn't ask for money
Or a mansion in Malibu
I simply wished, for one more day with you
One more day One more time
One more sunset, maybe I'd be satisfied
But then again I know what it would do
Leave me wishing still, for one more day with you
First thing I'd do, is pray for time to crawl
Then I'd unplug the telephone And keep the TV off
I'd hold you every second. Say a million I love you's
That's what I'd do, with one more day with you
One more day One more time
One more sunset, maybe I'd be satisfied
But then again I know what it would do
Leave me wishing still, for one more day with you

6 comments:

Rachael said...

This picture makes me cry everytime I see it! Oh how I wish Carson would have been able to meet Randy!

The Gurnee's said...

Heather, we continue to pray for you and to remember your loss.

Julia Gurnee

Janella said...

very touching picture. that song is so good, makes me cry when I think about it from your side. Love you

Sarah Cook said...

Love ya, Heather.

Sassy said...

Just wanted to let you know that you have been on my mind a lot lately. Praying for you! Praying that God will wrap His arms around you and comfort you as you approach the 1 year anniversary of Randy's passing.

Sarah Cook said...

Thinking of you tonight. Just prayed for you and your children.
Love you!