I am missing Randy alot tonight!I just want to talk to him again. I am not stumbling through my days like a zombie anymore but the black hole still envelops my being. I feel as if I am in the middle of a scary dream that I cant wake up from. The smallest things make me burst into tears. Would somebody please wake me up!!!
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I know that there is nothing that I can say to help ease your pain and grief...but I do care!!! I pray for you and think about you many times during the day. God is with right there beside you even when you feel that you are alone!
Love and prayers...
Love the picture Heather!! I wish we all could wake up. Definitely for your sake but for our sakes also. We miss Randy so much too. So hard to believe that we will never get to tell him how much he meant to us (on this earth at least). He was a wonderful man who I looked up to in so many ways! An awesome "big" brother to me. I want to write something as soon as I can sit down and write without melting:-)!
We love you soooo much and are praying for you and wishing we could do more!! Love ya~Bek
Heather how I wish I could somehow ease your pain and take away your tears and lonliness. I'm praying friend.Love you.
Heather,
I don't know what to say but we love you and are praying for you right now and always and we miss Randy too...hurting with you...from Mexico.
Marc Sankey
Heather,
I don't know what to say but that we love you and are praying for you right now and always....we miss Randy too...even from Mexico.
Marc Sankey
Heather,
I just want you to know I pray for you all times of the day and my heart hurts for you. I know we don't know each other very well but being a sister in Christ I share your grief with you and I ask our Father to give you the strength you need !
Susanna Pilmore
Heather, just wanted to let you know that you continue in my thoughts and prayers.
Love,
Jenny
That is a sweet picture. Thinking of you a lot Heather...
Love,
Lisa
Heather, when we have our nightly devotions you and your family are always prayed for. We care about you and will continue to pray for you!
Missy
Heather, you are in my thoughts tonight. Just wanted you to know that I think and pray for you often.
Love,
Jenny
Heather...I just wanted to tell you again that I am praying for you. I pray every day that God will give you the strength for that particular day. My heart hurts when I think of where you are in your life. I know that me saying I am sorry doesn't really help you...but I am very sorry! I will continue to pray for you daily!
Lv...
Heather,
I pray for you often. The Lord brings you and the children to mind throughout the days and I always send up a prayer for you. A prayer of strength and comfort.
I feel like I know you so well through your blog and family attending your church for a while. We are sister in Christ and because of that my heart aches and cries with you. Will continue to lift you up to Jesus! Love and prayers,
Lanee' Marshall
Heather, I am a complete stranger who stumbled across your blog, read the last several posts and have cried tears over your struggles. I am so sorry for the grief you are struggling with. I will remember you in my prayers.
Hang in there sweet Sister; He has you and your children closer to His heart now than ever before.
God bless you all!
~Christina
Heather,I am sure you do not know me,I know your sister Rebecca through my daughter Hannah Jarasat Kuhns (Rebecca went to Christian Nation Church for a while) I have been reading your blog since the loss of your husband. I know exactly how you feel. I know that it is way too early for you to understand this, but Jesus does heal broken hearts, I know because He healed mine. It has been about eleven and a half years since Jesus took my husband, Zaid home. I just knew that I would never be a whole person again. A part of me died when he did. I am sure that you find that God's Grace is sufficient. My little boy was three when his daddy went home. He would always ask "Mommy, why did Jesus take my daddy?" And my answer would be, I don't know, but God's way is perfect and He knows what is best for us. I couldn't see it then, but as time has passed I can see where God has done all this for His Glory and our best. Stay encouraged sister, We have that hope and promise that we will see them again. I would also remind my children of His promise to be a father to the fatherless. He has been everything we have ever needed Him to be. I am praying for you and your.
Debbie Jarasat Tumbleson
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